dah dpt kerja! yeayyyy!!

thxx god! atlast dpt jgk kerja..now 1st week during my practical then confirm on that kerja! harap2 dapat suit lah...yg pasti dpt melaram during this hari raya..haha! of course theme thiss year is dark purple.. b pon dah setuju untuk dark purple so it will be so nice this becoming hari raya! haha..


i miss my sister and brother!! :( almost 2 week lari rumah dok kat kl..rndu gile kat shasha n ayan... and aku taw dorg pon msti rndu akak dorg ni...tahun ni kene la bg duit  raya kat dorg..damn!!! dulu aku yg suke kutip2 duit raya kat older sibling n now..aku plak kne kuar duit..tp xpe! thats a LIFE..hehe...

i felt like im so so looser! :(

yaallah! i felt like im so over with my life right now....:(
just because i had no job and everything that i do now is all fail..
am i a failure?damn..im so down right now!
god! please give me some strength ...
well...org tua kata hidup kite bermula pada umor 21 tahun..
and thats it...its make me insane with that word...
alrightt..i should just go  through with my life!!:)
pretty sure that god are fair for all human in this damn world!
hopefully after thiss i will get some luck in anything that i do.aminnn!

OmG!! its the end of my 3 years in my DAMN college! :(

goddddd! seriously sedih gile when sume dah over kat kolej..aku keseorangan and my friends sume dah xde and dah move on dengan dorg pnye hidup masing2...hmmmm! :'(
its okay! sume perkenalan mesti berakhir dgn pepisahan..i guess!! ok now aku nak review blk memory aku sume time kat kolej...

                                          My Bestfriends Ever!!!

                                           eja@azizah

                                          meng@nurul aina puteri

                                          apit@shafiq

                                           farra@farehan




p/s:i love them so much and this is gang head of dog!hahaha...




ok...lets review them one by one! my number one bff in my whole world is meng! she is everything to me..we share almost everything together..about girl things,boyfriends,gossiping and everything..aku xtaw mcm mane bole baik sgt dgn dia! tp dia adalah segala2nya...full of memories with this girl for the past 3 year!even thought we are living in a different world..but the best moment in college is being with her! im traveled with her alot and she is very patient in me and she know everything about me!meng!kalo ko bace blog aku nih ko jgn nangis ok! even kalo kite x smpat jmpe b4 ko balik sabah..just aku nak ko taw yg ko mmg mmg kawan yang baik tok aku and aku nak minta maaf kalo aku slalu buat ko sakit hati ke ape! kte byk memories bersama and aku xnak ko lupe every single time we've have been together! fuhhhhh! :'(  ok! take a look at our precious time together!!!!

                                     girl's day out at pangkor beach resort

                                                    at sem 8

 pizzza huttt time!!

                                         AT SARAWAK WITH MENG!

                                                   

ok now is eja turn..she is my roommate! dia nih sangat pemalas and taw dok baring atas katil die jeh..xpenah nak kemas or sapu bilik sendiri kecuali bila aku dah marah and buat muka dgn dia! ske cakap besar..tp kitorg suke mgumpat and dia ni sgt suke tegur aku kalo aku xblaja tok final..dia mesti tegur! sbb aku yg suh..hahhaa..suke ikot kepala dia tp best satu bilik dgn dia jenis xkesa langsong! dia nih penakot kalo aku xde dia mesti tido kat bilik ain..pnye la penakot.. ija! even ko dah lame pergi tgglkan umah and aku tp aku ttp rndu ko..nanti ade masa aku g la umah ko kat lekir ok.hehehe

                                      sem 4...ija buat xperiment!

                                 ija head of biochemistry department

    gambar budak umah aku  yang terbalik! 6 ORANG HOUSEMATE 6 ORANG PERANGAI!

                     GROUP OF BITCHY XOXO AT BIOCHEMISTRY DAY!

now mari bercerita tentang pondan abad ini iaitu.............APIT!!!! hahaha..bdk yang bermasalah dan terlebih manja dari pompuan..hahaha..suke xde duit and menghabiskan duit dgn segera..bile xde duit nak makan bar la nak dtg kat kami ni haaa...tp xpe ktorg sayang die sgt2 sbb api nih baik and sgt amek berat pasal kawan2 dia..

                    muke jantan and xpondan sepenuhnya lagi sem2

       sangat manja dgn aku sbb dia nak buat aku isteri..hahaha

                                              posing like hanjeng at out boothh!

pompuan yang paling bermasalah and ada anak satu and nak msuk anak kedua sbb xpena nak dgr ckp kawan2 and mak bpk dia iaitu farrraa! aku syg di nih walau pun dia dah mcm2 terjadi kat dia..dia xpenah takot and gilakan ex lelaki dia yang bernama nizam!! pape pon aku doakan kebahagiaan dia and ank2 dia..aminnnn!

                                             maggi time with farra

            posing while miss punitha tgh bisg2 kat dpn!


OK I THINK THATS IT FOR MY BFF..I REALLY DONT FRIEND WITH OTHER PEOPLE SBB AKU NIH MMG AGAK KEKWAT AND XSKE ADE KAWAN BARU..SO DORG NI YG FIRST AKU KENAL DARI SEM 1 SMPAI LA 3 TAHUN KAT KOLEJ KAMI KAWAN..MCM2 YG DAH TERJADI AND SUME NYA SUDAH KAMI TEMPUHI WHETHER DALAM SEDIH, HAPPY,BERTEKAK,TUNJIK PANDAI,BERGADUH AND MCM2 LAGI...AKU HARAP KTE AKAN BERKAWAN SAMPAI KE TUA OK..KORG XLE LUPAKAN AKU YG VOGUE NI SENANG2NYA..HEHEHEHE....  _END_

i wish i could LOVE MY BOYFRIEND like this!

1. i love the face you make when you laugh.


2. i love the way you just look at me.

3. i love your eyes.

4. i love how i can trust you.

5. i love how every time we lay down, i listen to your heartbeat.

6. i love how you can make my heart race, but skip a beat at the same time.

7. i love that you don’t care what anyone thinks.

8. i love how we talk about the future, a lot.

9. i love your promises.

10. i love kissing you.

11. i love your ‘puffy fishy’ kiss, .

12. i love how on the way to west palm, you kissed me & i got butterflies. and it was weird. lol.

13. i love the how you instantly take me out of a bad mood.

14. i love how you tell me i look beautiful even when you can’t see me.

15. i love how you tell me you love me, allll thee timeee.

16. i love the way you’re totally insecure.

17. i love that you always smell good.

18. i love how i can be at the brink of destruction, but the minute you call me i’m fine.

19. i love how you don’t just want me for one thing.

20. i love the way stick your tongue out at me, lmao.

21. i love how you pull me closer than close when we’re laying down.

22. i love that i can talk to for hours, and not get bored.

23. i love that you never hang up the phone without saying iloveyou.

24. i love when you hold my face when we kiss.

25. i love that you’re protective.

26. i love how your quite the gentlemen. (:

27. i love how you hate wearing just socks. lmfao.

28. i love how open we are, that nothing’s awkward.

29. i love how no time is ever enough time spent with you.

30. i love that you sort of always miss me.

31. i love the way you look when you sleep.

32. i like the way you sound in the morning.

33. i could fall asleep with you and never wake up.

34. i like how you love it when i scratch your back.

35. i love how your parents love me, lmao. :D

36. i love the way you make me feel special.

37. everything you say makes me getting higher. <3

38. the way your hair bounces when you run, alwaaays makes me laugh.

39. i love how you always say, “negative ghostrider”.

40. i love your “emo music”.

41. i love going out on the water with you.

42. i love our little disputes.

43. i love your hair a little more than i love you. (;

44. i love how you don’t lie.. well to me.

45. i love that thing you do with your fingers, on my stomach when i’m about to pass out.

46. i love when you lay your head on my shoulder, and all i can think is, isn’t it supposed to be the other way around? rofl <3

47. i die every time you kiss my cheek.

48. i like how i have to make you do your homework.

49. i love the way you make everything okay.

50. i love how i’m halfway through this, and it’s been so easy to write.

51. i love how weird, you are. lmao.

52. i love how everyone knows who i’m talking to on the phone.

53. i love that you like making me blush.

54. i like how i smile at your cute texts.

55. i love that you’re always there for me.

56. i love that you listen to me.

57. i like when you say, “youuuu’re right, i’m wrong. you’re alllways right!”

58. i love how.. whenever you get mad at me, we always make up.

59. i love that i know you love me.

60. i love that kissey noise you make.

61. i love that you always laugh when i,
62. i love how i have never felt this way before.

63. i love, that you love me, more than my own family sometimes.

64. i love how easily you get jealous.

65. i love how you always know what to say.

66. i love when you never second think it when i ask you to come somewhere with me. (:

67. when you promise me forever, i try not to believe you, but do anyways.

68. i love the way you say cock-a-roach,

69.  i love that this is number 69. (:

70. i love how you have a serious side & a happy side.

71. i love that your favorite color is black.

72. i love that the only show you ever seem to watch is fantasy factory.

73. i love how you love me. (;

74. i love that i dragged you into bra n panty section.

75. i like that you didn’t look at me like i was a TOTAL retard when i made a buildabear. (:

76. i love the necklace you bought me.

77. i like that you get ‘mad’ at me when i buy you things. (:

78. i love how you used more smiley’s & hearts than me when we text.

79. i love how i made you make a facebook. :D

80. i hate, but love, that you say i’m perfect.

81. i love that you love your guitar more than me, (;

82. i love that you don’t mind hanging out with my retarded friends.

83. i like that you always have your knife, lol.

84. i can’t get enough of the sweet things you say. (:

85. i love how you’re good at EVERY sport.

86. i love how skinny you are !?

87. i love when hang up on me on accident, and call back right away.

88. i love that you smoking, and drinking.

89. i like how we all call you.

90. i love how you alwayssss say, your life would suck without me. <3

91. i love that you’re terrified of bugs.

92. i love that whenever i say a guy pissed me off, your first response is: can i kick his ass?

93. i love your bed head.

94. i love how good you look shirtless.

95. i love how we wrestled that one time, and i lost, but i definitely won.. ;D

96. i love how weird you brush your hair. :D

97. i can’t get enough of your stupdid jokes,lol.

98. i love how we text in the shower, .

99. i love when you’re in a good mood.

100. iloveyou. <3333

i wish i could be like peyton sawyer!!

peyton sawyer?? who's that! hahaha.. emmm..i wish i could be like her! she is the heroin in episode drama called one tree hill... gosshhh! i miss that drama so much..so far i watched all the episode..season 1 until 8! the love sory between lucas and peyton realy absorb me to be like them..huhu! sobsob! alot of going on between them,alot of change relationship but at the the love between them are realy strong and they are together! latest problem is peyton had a cancer! damn.. new season from oth dont hav peyton and lucas and its sux! damn!  but i think the producer want to make the story more dramatic thats y they misssing temporary..  for the record i realy love this sop of drama.. here is PEYTON SAWYER~~

aisyah baharudin-my rawkstar bff-

ktorg kenal time form 2..aku n die same2 rawkstar dulu..then we cliq just after knowing each other..ecah die a bit malang tp die sgt2 tabah menghadapi semua cabaran yang diuji NYa..dats y aku salute abis dengan die..cah..aku taw ko terasa sbb kte masing da jauh n i hav a great life ryte now..tp ko ttp kwn aku cah..betape annoying nye kau bile ko ske ckp pasal diri ko xcantik tp aku ttp trime n aku rase ko cantik jer!cume ko sendiri yg drama queen sangat!heheehe..aku harap ko bahagia dengan idup ko cah..kawin dgn acap cpt2 n create  1 happy family by urself!ok?i`l pray for ur happiness..pape pn u r my bff forever!n we love MCR so much..hehe..ily u cah!!

nurul asmidar bt abd malik!

pompuan paling kekwat skali dalam dunia..kedua aku...hehe! aku kawan dgn die time form 4..aku rasa ramai owg dalam skolah 2 paling xle blah dgn betine ni..even my friends..tapi aku beranikan diri tok kawn dgn die and now she is my damn bestfriend till the end..aku sayang ko ida!kte bitchy same2 n we hav alot in common..aku rndu kat ko yg jauh berada di melaka n ur damn gen 2!hehe..kalo bole hari2 aku nak lepak dgn ko..tp xle lak sbb kte sume ada life masing2!emm..ida,,aku sayng ko sgt! n aku harap kita kawan smpi bile2 n cikco 4ever n ever...haha!